Bleak

Sometimes life takes an oversized shoe and kicks you in the arse.

Like always during this time of year I'm at my lowest point. My birthday is only a few short weeks away. For most their birthday is a great occasion. For me, it's the worst day of the year.

I'm always alone on that day. This year won't be any different.

It's really no wonder I make plans to end my life on my birthday. I have done since I was five.

So another day goes by. One day closer to that stupid farce of a day.