So much can change from one day to the next. The surprising part is that it's not always bad.
I woke up today and for the first time in a very long time I wasn't wishing I was dead.
Before you get your hopes up it doesn't mean I'm better.
You see, I finally found some kind of backbone. I decided it was time to clean up some aspects of my life. Starting with the removal of negative people and influences. So many people think it's okay to be passive aggressive and rude. I'm here to tell you it isn't okay. Not for me.
There are many kinds of people out there, many who I will meet, many who I won't, some I'll get along well with and others I won't. I have no allusions regarding the way life can be.
The part I despise are people who spend all day bitching about others. I'm not talking venting, I'm talking serious bitchiness. Everyone will bitch, this is part of being human, but I think some people take it to extremes.
Perhaps I'm just being overly sensitive again. However, I'm glad I no longer have those people, the extreme bitchiness, in my life. Maybe now I can find some peace as I'm no longer stressing about whether or not I'm being treated badly. Maybe.
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4 comments:
I did the same thing with an ex friend. She was too negative (mainly about me, my appearence, how I raise my kids blah blah) and after one more ounce of her bitchiness one day.. I just removed her from my life completely. Blocked, deleted, never will talk to, see or hear from again.
It feels good doesn't it? It's like waking up and breathing properly.
Glad you and I both grew a backbone and removed these people. No point being treated badly. People like that don't even see that they treat people badly anyway.
(overdosecupcake on Twitter)
I'm so glad you were able to get rid of the person who was so negative towards you.
You're right about them not realising what they do. It's actually quite sad because they are horrible, selfish and superficial. Maybe one day they'll learn of their cruel ways?
Raz .. they will never learn .. most of them can not change they have spent a long time breeding their particular nasty ways .. and more to the point they do not want to change, so proud of you learning that these people offer NOTHING and therefore are of no use. Love you to the moon and back
I used to be the same way too...
Honestly, it's the best way to be. Get ANGRY. But don't turn it towards yourself. Turn it towards anyone who makes you feel bad. Who makes you feel angry. Who makes you feel sad. And then say to yourself that you're not going to listen to them anymore and you're going to make them go away. Even if you think they are you friends or like family you need to get rid of the negative and stick with the positive. Even if that means that you find you only have (for example) five friends left. At least you know they're REAL friends. Who would never hurt you and are REAL. You're not alone. You're not pathetic if you don't have mass amounts 'following you'. It's you being true to yourself and putting yourself first.
Fuck everyone else. and what they think and what they think they know and what they think they know about you and what you should do. You're the only one who can make a difference to what happens to you. You're the only one who can decide what happens with you. you're the only one that is going to make you happy. Sorry to break it to you kid.... but you're the only one that can change things. you, and no one else. not a boy, not a friend, not family, not your shrink. Only you. and everyone is always stronger than they think. I'm not saying you don't try, but you just have to try harder and not give up, even for the slightest thing.
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